Is This What You Want?

Look at me now!
What do you see?
Do you see who I am?
Or who you want me to be?

How am I doing?
Am I doing what I should?
Did I do what you said?
Am I doing good?

Did I listen to the plan?
Am I doing it right?
I won every battle.
I never lost a fight.

I that what you want?
To control how I act?
To know every thought,
Every secret, every fact

I don't care anymore.
I just want to be free.
Free to do what I want.
Free to be just me!

~Originally written 1-5-2007~