Shade of Grey

When the lights dim in my eyes and the sunsets in the sky, emotions pour into a glass that i drink to get through the night, an empty bed with no one to hold or breathe in their oxygen, no one to feel my heart has no one to beat against, as i sit on the floor i feel the coolness of my breath, realizing my shades of grey and i have nothing left, but i was like your book with no words your sky with no birds, the way i feel at this moment i cant tell because i have no nerves, i pace this empty house looking for your pretty brown eyes, your laugh and your tone are just memories that will never die, these walls just endured my pain, and my angel wont say a thing and God wont even let it rain, I'm soaked in misery drenched in heartache, i lost my sanity and lost my faith, love escaped my body slipped through my fingers, I'm not wanted by you I'm not wanted by neither, i still feel your presence and even smell your sent, God knew i didn't deserve you so he ended it with a kiss, i saw your bags packed as you headed for the car, and as you left i was headed for the bar, not even straight vodka could com my nerves so now what do i do pray? For you to return and end my shades of grey

This poem is dedicated to Will Brooks my baby, i never meant to cause you any pain...