He Who Shall Not Be Named

So much has changed
In such a short time
Even my feelings toward him
They're stronger
I am alot different
But yet the same
There is another
I fear your name
I promised my love
That you'd never leave my heart
And you won't
I've kept my promise strong
But alot is not the same
I am not built the way you need
Maybe one day, when you're you again
But I can't wait now
My life is not on hold
I said that I love you
The connection will always be there
But he who shall not be named
He's here, and I see him almost everyday
Your a ghost
My present past
Who knows about the future
But now I avoid your name
For my deep feelings belong to him
He who shall not be named