Sometimes I sleep just to escape the pain.
He loves me so much,
but do I love him the same?
No, I don't think it true cause sometime before,
I gave my heart away and never truely got it back.
I moved too fast and now its too hard to let go of the one I hold now.
We dont seem to have much to say anymore,
our love isn't nearly as strong.
He knows my whole heart isn't with him,
and it hurts him so much.
But I can't help the way I feel you never really lose your first love, especially when you want what you know you cant have, you just want them more.
This poem is so jumbled with words and feelings I cant quite explain.
My words are mumbled as i continue to feel the pain.
