At first...

At first it felt like a two day dream
Then I realized it was reality
You were actually here
And I was able to see and touch you
I was able to hold you
Then once reality really hit
Tears came to my eyes
Knowing that you'd have to go
And thinking about the future
Thinking to myself what happens
If that was the last time I saw you
If that was the last time I ever got to hold your hand
The last time I ever got to kiss you
The last time I ever got to lay in bed with you
And I couldn't help but cry
I cried thinking about losing you
When you left I cried myself to sleep
Then I got your text
That you got in an accident
And I completely freaked out
And cried about you some more
I love you more than anything
I cant bare the thought of losing you again
Because I cant stop loving you

--gabi--