Desperation, By dungeonbat (ts)
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Grief, pain and death are the only feelings
I know
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My memory of love, lost
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Pushing me closer to my own demise
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In your eyes I behold a soul with a bleeding
heart and nobody's loved
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These past years you were all I knew, now
these days I'm all confused
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I just got hit with the memory from the
first time we laid in bed, these thoughts
leave scars that tear deep within
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All you left me with is a heart filled with pain
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My inner self, hidden once
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Exposed feelings that leave pain and grief
that cannot be ignored
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They will be remembered...
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When the memory of you flashes through
my mind, all I can think about is dying
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In a cry of desperation, if I commit
suicide which path will fate lead me
down heaven or hells?
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My heart lies numb out of utter bitterness
for the fire of passion burnt in its sweet
grave of loneliness
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Loneliness is timeless, while suffering in
endless silence
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Like a painter, painting a portrait
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Today I opened my veins to pool my
own blood on the floor for all to
see, such perfection awakens the
sordid feelings within me
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Pale becomes my skin as my body lay
dormant and my mind remains trapped
in this catatonic state
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My eyes will soon close and my soul will
reach its new destiny
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While the shell of my mortal body turns to
dust and ashes
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doomed till death
dungeonbat
