Scarred

You probably didn't know you could make this,
Just being you,
But every word I got to hear from your lips,
I listened too.

Every look in your eyes,
I memorized,
The way you walked like your invisible,
Only made you irresistible.

You didn't tell me to stop looking,
And I know you saw me stare,
Why did you never make me leave,
If you didnt want me there?

And every word I'd spoken,
Were deep as something never open,
You never let me in,
When I tried and tried again.

To be all that you wanted,
But I just didn't have enough,
I couldn't be that strong,
I couldn't be so tough.

To take all that you did to me,
And what I became because of you,
And let it go,
Like it was a phase I was going through,

You were my everything,
Wen you left, I had nothing,
All the memories I fund,
Tore me up and broke me down!

I couldn't take it anymore,
What was I living for?
I thought the pain outside,
Would take it away on the inside.

But I found it still there,
And probably worse than before,
Just looking at my wrist,
Made it hurt even more.

And it still hasn't healed yet,
This mark makes sure I'll never forget,
Who you are,
I am...
FOREVER SCARRED!