Lovely

This lovely design is falling away,
& this broken heart has suffered pain,
All because this enduring love isn't the same
& darling im not here to play your game.
All ive ever wanted was for you to understand me,
To see all the love that im soon setting free.
Well its not a surprise your letting me down,
These feelings arent being returned, & i fall to the ground.
But as my eyes re-open, I realize its hope that we share,
You call from time to time, maybe you do still care.
But baby you wont talk about it, maybe your just scared,
Your nervous heart is hidden, beneath a lasting flare.
I still see you in my dreams, youre scattered here & there,
I feel your presence around me, your always everywhere.
& to be quite honest, I dont wish to be your fool,
I dont want you back again, but my heart sets a rule.
It says, "Lovely, you know you still love him, you know you still care"
But Lovely is so confused, should i tell the truth, or pick the dare?
Well being in love isnt always the place to be,
Things aren't simple, & neither is he.
So keep your eyes open, be ready to see,
Because take it from Lovely, she knows whats its like to be set so free.