Gemini-Minded

So fickle-minded,
Just myself to blame.
Never satisfied with what I have,
Why not leave, head in shame.

She says it's ridiculous,
It's false that I can't help it.
It's a choice I commonly make,
And it never seems to matter a bit.

I don't want to have,
Second doubts about all.
Even when doing small things,
Like hanging at the mall.

Then again I'm not that stupid,
I know how to choose.
I just don't like to,
Cause I don't wanna lose.