I seem to try this attempt over and over again.
Getting over you doesn't seem like an easy task to accomplish.
Because every time I try it, IT keeps failing on me like a downhill stream.
I don't seem to know what to do anymore because the more time passes, the harder it gets.
To others, this routine may consider as a mission impossible.
The feelings that keep surrounding me seemed to be:
How can I get over you if you're all I think about???
How can I move on when you're the one who holds my heart???
How can I let go when I see us together forever???
But who knows, only time will tell what will really happen in the near future...
But as to right now, these just seemed to be phrases that only I can understand no one else.
Because nobody seems to really know the whole truth about me.
They might know parts and portions of the story, but nobody truly knows how I really feel.
Sometimes I seem to think that my feelings for you are against the rest of them.
Nobody seems to want us to be together and deny that from happening.
It was basically us against the world.
But whatever, I don't seem to care anymore.
I have truly seemed who's who in this world.
Who are the fake, the real, and the wanabes.
I had seen the friends that been there through good and bad and the ones the totally forgot about me.
But like I said before: "The people that you need in life are the ones that need you in theirs."
But seriously, how can I get over someone that has my heart in his hands and doesn't even realize it.
This makes me lose hope because sometimes I feel like giving up the routine in trying to fit as his dream girl.
Because only trying this attempt, seems to make it worst for my imagination.
And I seem to have too much hope in the sense that he would change his attitude towards me.
But now I know for sure that THAT would never happen, so I need to stop imagining and get back to reality.
