Untilted

My heart is hurting for you. I need you in my life, so that I feel I can't go on without you. You showed me love in a way I could have never imagined. You made me feel like no other. I will cherish the love we shared forever. But I know it has to be this way. We can never unite our love again. Instead I will use our lost love to inspire my life. As I compose this letter, I am taking every emotion you ever made me feel and I am setting them free today.No longer will they be trapped inside tormenting my soul. As I watch my emotions float away, I think to myself, now he is free from my love. I close my eyes and pray for you to now have peace and happiness in your life.When I open my eyes the emotions are gone.They disappeared in the horizon. And as I search the sky for them I catch the sun.You should see it, its beautiful. And as it shines down on me, I realize, it's God taking my emotions in and setting them free.I am now at peace. And as I turn around to walk away and start a new, I notice a dark cloud brushes by the sun. Blocking the sunlight but only for the slightest second. At that moment I knew you would always have a place in my heart. He left it there so whenever I want to feel the best I ever felt, I could defrost my heart and there you would be. Standing there waiting to hold me saying I still love you. And when I'm feeling better again, I can look up at the world around me and walk with a smile. While my heart freezes over again. People say how can you live life so cold hearted. I know how, the ice holds a broken heart together. And as long as you know you have that special someone in your heart to reflect on every so often, you can move on with life. I don't regret opening my heart to you. It was the greatest thing that ever happened to me. The love we once shared will be a lifetime memory. Because you made me feel like someone special inside and out. You helped me realize who I really am. You encouraged me to follow my dreams. You were my everything. You loved me every way possible. The emotions you made me feel were phenomenal. I thank you for being that person in my life. I wouldn't trade the experience of your love for anything in the world. No one else can compare you are truly the best.
Well I'm getting cold now, I have to leave you. I'll be back to visit when I want to feel the best I ever felt again. Thanks for the hug I needed it. I love you to. And as I look up at the world around me I begin to smile. My broken heart is held together once again by the ice. I'm frozen on the inside but I'm smiling. Goodbye till next time my love. I know you'll be waiting.