Pain

My heart keeps breaking.
It hurts so bad it feels like someones stabbing me with a knife.
And you are sitting at home doing the same old thing.
Probity not thinking about me like I'm thinking about you.
I sit here waiting for something to change,
Because its always the same thing.
I want to get your heart.
I hate this pain of not having you.
I get scared when i think about you being with me, because what if your not all i want.
I'm still going after you and i don't think I'm getting any further.
This pain i hate but what do i do to get it to go away.
I miss you so much i can feel it in my heart.
But what do i do?
All i want is you but i hate the way I'm living all the pain, and i don't know if its going to even work.
This pain hurts but all you have to do is come get me and i wont hurt anymore.
Pain hurts but if ill get you then god give me all the pain you have.
This pain isn't great but if pain is what happens to everyone then i don't know.
But i just wish that you would want me like i want you so this pain would just go away.