So many things go through her mind
she wonders why she can't be
what she finds her self wanting to be
she reads her book
realizing why she hasn't become that person
she had so many thoughts
coming from every direction
she had thoughts ranging from
being a teenage mom to just
wanting to give up
wanting to end it all at that moment
she wasn't in line with Him
what meant most in her life was now 2nd best
the one who though of her before she even existed
she began to pray for
forgiveness
peace surrounded her,
the feeling of arms around her began to overcome her mind
she bagan to smile as tears ran down her face and
she realized the thoughts
that had gone through her mind just minutes ago
were things that would have happened
if she wouldnt have relied on Him
they all would have taking place if He wasn't who she followed
That had be her reality
