I feel guilty for so much
it's eating at me destroying me
i am sorry i did what i did
should have told you about him
nothing happened. god!
but i wanted it to, even planned it
but when it came time to be,
i couldn't betray you
made me realized
how much i loved you
cringed at the thought of him touching me
when all i wanted was you
not sure how many times i wanted
to leave you
but something always
maded me stay
but then you leave
i alway wonder if you knew about him
