Look at me! I am such a lie
Scream at me, as I cry inside
The fake me is coming undone
I'm falling apart, I can't hold on
You heartless fools do not bother to see
The shriveling soul dying inside of me
I am hurting and broken, death flows through my veins
But let's be honest you don't care anyway
A two sided mask covers my tear stained face
One side for each set of friends and mistakes
I am so incomplete my selves can't even touch
Who cares anyhow? Friendship is so undefined
Love is a lie and I was a fool to believe it
It's the force behind the rejection
the fire the fuels my burning tears
Why oh why, have I not figured that out
Especially after all these years