With trembling hands and constant tears
I fall on the ground tonight, to hand you my pain
I am so tired of holding all of these things in
Please sit with me, I don't know where to begin
I keep telling myself how I am not good enough
How I am unworthy of anyone's love
I treat myself like trash and say unspeakable things
I refuse to let in the healing power you bring
Though this entire time I have refused to believe it
You have been here with me all along, reaching out
I am tired of squeezing my eyes shut and refusing to see
All the love and compassion that you're offering me
Please teach me to accept the hand that I've so long rejected
I need you right now in the midst of my frustration
Tonight I cry out, ready for you unlike ever before
I'm begging you, bend down and wrap me in your embrace
I know all the things I have done against you cannot be counted
There are so many false accusations I have brought against you
I don't deserve the love that you have been offering to me
and I'm so sorry for rejecting it for such a long time
But if you still want me, I want and need you more than ever
You are the closest friend that I could possibly have
and right now that is the thing that I need the most
So please Lord, draw me Oh so close
Close to your heart and close to your affection
I want to feel that security I know comes with your love
I have heard so much about this overwhelming care
Oh Lord I believe it, just please help my unbelief
