Holding On Hurts

I guess there's not point in hoping,
That one day you'll come back to me.
No matter how much I want you too,
I realise that we're never going to be.
I hate the fact it turned out this way,
And you're why my heart broke again.
The connection we have is amazing,
So why did this happen to us then .
You'll always be someone special,
But never what I'll want it to become.
It's hard to say goodbye every time,
And even harder to accept I never won.
Heartbreak is the worst pain of all,
And it hurts more to try and hang on,
I'm trying so hard to let it all go,
So it'll be your fault when I'm gone.
I know we can't control our feelings,
Or they wouldn't be as special anymore,
It just feels like this pain will never heal,
and remain forever left within my core.
I've only got one thing to say to you,
And I know it probably doesn't mean a lot.
I'll always love you and be here to pick you up,
And always be here whether you need me or not.