I know it is wrong
The thoughts of betrayal
I have to stop
I must end the suffering
And remove the dagger from my palm
I wish I was different
And I prey for everyone to let me be
I can't help but beg
For the courage of honesty
I have now cried out my sins
Sobbed within my stripes
And I know it is wrong
But why do the words refuse
To leave and be free
Let the secrets and lies rest in a grave
And allow my heart to sore
I just wanna be free