To my mother, can you hear me? its your daughter crying deep within. Do you miss me? Do you wonder.. Do you know i dream of you? can you hear me? are my tears and words loud enough for you to bare? i lay alone on my bed, whisper a lullaby you once sang. i hold your picture in my heart, this hate between us is tearing me apart. i know we hardly really spoke, but i hold onto time we once laughed and joked.this emptiness inside is because of you, mother i always think of you. mother look at me, see me for what's inside. whats within me is love and dreams i don't wish to hide. I'd give anything to be that smiling baby again. to cry at night, and have you, my mother, run in. to be that daughter you held on to mother i want a new life a new start with you. many years have gone by, we couldn't agree we only fight. I'm tired mom, I'm different now. I'm ready mom to be that daughter you once loved.remember my brown eyes, they opened and saw you first. my brown hair, my child innocence. you held me close you cared. mother I'm tired of seeing only a ghost of you. lets make amends, the past may never leave, but mom there's a future. one with me i want you to see. mother its been years since you've gone, its been over a decade since lullaby songs.its been months Ive tried to reach out to you.my final attempt mom before losing all hope is this pen this paper and me pouring myself out in this note. i love you and i love my dad and none of you could be replaced in my heart. i want us to be OK, both of our stubbornness to go away. mom the past started good, together we ignored and made it bad. please lets take this chance, and bring us back to the happy past.
