This smile is all fake
I'm shaking like an earthquake
You aren't broken
And writhering around
You aren't choking
and lying on the ground
You have no reason to yell at me
I have my own remedy
You have yours, but you don't need them
Swallowing those pills was stupid
Maybe I'm wrong
But even with you I don't belong
I'm standing next to you, and I'm numb
I'm contemplating if I should run
Even when you say you'll always be there
I cant trust you to care
I need help
I cant get up
Its more than him
Its more than never being enough
Through my world spray painted green
Not even you could understand me
You have what they have
You're good enough
I cant be saved
Ill never be loved
I have a hole, where I had a heart
Stitches wont help, so leave me in the rough
You don't need to know
Why I'm about to go
I break more than you think
Its too late to cure me
