I promised you no more but I broke that
I couldn't stay away from it
Pain was so tempting
Its my only way out
Its my only way to get through
You don't know how hard it is to look up to you
I want to be you
Because for one I wanna be like them
Just like everybody else
Just for once I wanna fit in
And feel something more than hell
Cuz I cant hold on much longer
I don't belong here
If I cant run from you, who could I run from
If I cant talk to you, who could help me
I'm never gonna stop running
And I'm never gonna make it
God, why wont you say me
Instead of playing tricks
I'm more than suffering, I'm getting weak
I don't see any sigh of stopping soon
I'm never gonna leave this room
Everyone has an opinion about me
But I'm okay, cant they see
