I'm so sick of waiting and wanting and feeling how I feel
why can't this just go away? I know it won't be real
I have so many memories and feelings tied to you - how can I just let go?
there was something in my heart that night and I couldn't let it show
everything that I am inside tells me that I love you
my mind is shouting STOP because you don't love me too
I wish you'd give me the chance to be a little more
then maybe the tears would stop and I'd get off the floor
I walk around in the same daze as you left me in before
how can I begin to understand or even comprehend
when you won't tell me what you're feeling - you hide it till the end
I've tried to move on and be happy, but it just doesn't work
I'll never stop loving and hating and wanting and waiting to hurt
