Fallen

I've fallen back into this hell hole,
now where my life will take me I do not know.
I feel dark; like my soul is empty,
Why did God choose this journey for me?
The words to get my true feelings out I will hide,
but as of right now I am ready to get off this ride.
I need a chance to stop and take a rest,
I need a chance to get things off of my chest.
This ride is getting to be too much,
All the medications are like my life's crutch.
And I give up acting like everything is fine,
I'm going to trust his word; I'm going to keep looking for the sunshine.
©2007