It only seems that all i write is sad poems
happiness is not much of a cause my memory can hold
even though my smile hides the lies I have lived
only one can notice the sadness in these matrix codes.
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This body only shows the weakness of its path
this body temporarily swallows the tears of wisdom
so proud and strong enough to hide the hatred from the rest of the world.
Has any one seen what she has been keeping to herself
everyday she opens her locket placed on her chest
silently sobbing through the mournful thoughts
of that one specialty her heart holds and nearly being shot.
red and blue are the colors she dreams every night
cant seem to forget what once forced her human body
the only colors she saw with her eyes shut tight
blood only ran threw the blue handkerchief that left her crying.
1 and 7 are the only numbers she wont ever forget
the day she was thrown to the ground
the times a bullet went through her chest
and the years she had achieved before being put underground.
now only her body shows the weakness of its path
walking around the streets, like a white circle in the air.
the locket on her chest only holding the picture of her wrath
wanting to justify her life, so she can clear off the scabs.
