U think u love me???!!!

You do not love me, never will, never could
You stand there staring at me
You stand there with the fake look of shock on your face

You were always confused
You never knew what you wanted
I watched you bask in the glances and
Stare of other men. I watch you glance back
I notice the sly in your look

You think you loved me...?
The woman who wants to be the talk of all men
Is not the one that one man can be proud of

Did it not occur to you that it was strange that
All of a sudden you had to give an excuse to speak
On your phone outside

Did it not occur to you that I could no longer hold
Your phone and play with as I use to...what were you protecting
Who were you 'protecting'?

You think love was easy, but u think wrong
You could never agree with me
That love was tough and hard
That even in its roughest form
Love was meant to refine
That it was the ultimate baptism

But you had a different tuition of love
So you became a victim to men of malice
They easily took advantage of you under
The guise of an easy love

You quickly did horrible things and you prayed
Honestly to God that I do not find out because you loved me

But you did not
You never cared and your patience was at a frightening low
You only thought of me when am around you
Otherwise how did you forget all the promises you made me

So be free now ...in fact you have always been free
Only this time its formal
I have been patient
I have hoped that you will get tired and start thinking

Strangely though, you think you have me settled.
No dear, you were wrong again

So why are u standing there like that
Why are you pretending that am hurting you so much
You don't look good when you pretend though.

And don't start it...no...no...no don't even say it
That you love me.
You never did, never could and never will
Because you've got love all messed up in your head

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