When I think of happiness
I'm thinking of him...
When I think of Joy
He's there
When I think of sadness
I picture him telling me
"everything's gonna be alright"
When I think about beauty and respect
I look at him and smile
When I'm going crazy inside
I'm thinking of how much I care
It makes me laugh
When I'm thinking of him
And I turn around
He's right there
Maybe I don't understand
Maybe he doesn't care
Maybe I'm scared
Maybe I'm upset,angry,livid
Because I'm tired of acting like
I don't care
For the peoples sake
Who have no clue how I feel Inside
My body's screaming out
Look!
And his is saying
"Maybe lata", thats my pride I just swallowed
and It hurts
I know how I feel
I know it's worth it
Call me crazy If you want to because
I am
I don't believe in letting go of
Things you believe in
I believe in him
I believe in us
You know life seems like it sucks
Sometimes, but I wont give up
Not on myself at least,
not this love...
