To An End

Tell me that you hate the new person that I am,
Tell me that you don't give a damn...

Tell me that you think I'm worthless all over again,
Tell me that i could never again become your friend...

Tell me that I'm useless and I'm better off dead,
Tell me everything that you once said!

Be the person who i ran away from a few years ago,
Be the bastard that I used to know!

Be the one who made me cry at night,
Be the one who would always cause a fight!

Be the one who drove me to self-inflicted pain,
Be the one who i thought was going insane!

Change your mind and go back to who you were,
Then maybe MY mind won't be in such a blur!

Hurt me, scream at me, make me want to cry!
Push me, hit me, make me not even want to try!

Let me see the useless prick you use to be!
Then I can walk away and still feel happy!

Your words of "I have changed," are believable to me,
And i think that it's actually working...

Because you're on my mind once again,
And i hate putting everything we had to an end...

I don't have the time or patience to go through that again,
I'm so tired to lose another friend...

This is so hard, so just hurt me once again,
Then all this confusion will come to an end...