Insain pain

How do i get rid of the pain?
i can't stand it, it's unbearable,
how can i stop feeling insane?
theres only one way and thats unthinkable,

its just a few little slits
i no it will help me through,
i hate feeling like such a p-r-i-c-k
please help me What am i to do?

i have it hear
I'm holding it tite in My hand,
i never fear of cutting so deep
that it makes me leave this land,

i need someone to release me
i need to be re-leaved,
your the only one i can talk to
if i don't ill cut and bleed,

ill leave a puddle so red
it could even look black,
but then i would be dead
theres no turning back from that,

so for now i wont do anything
i no that its pathetic,
i no ill feel like this again soon
and next time i wont regret it.