You said you wait for me
Now I am the one waiting, but not for you
You loved me and I pushed you away
How could I not see what I had!
Now I wish it was you who holds my heart
Stuck in the void of missing you and loving him
These tears are of hurt, confusion and joy
I am free but it still hurts
My prison just changing to a new warden
From you my sweet Carrell
To the one I’ll never have
