Sitting here with music blasting
A cigarette to my lips
My hair pulled back
My glaze fix to some far off place
The sun making my red hair the shade of crimson
Wind whipping past me
The sun bright but I can not feel its warmth
The thought are all on you
I know you hate that I smoke
But its the only thing getting me threw these lonely days
Cause I feel in love with a taken man
How I do not know
I begged you not to fall for me
While all along I fell for you
Now I am stuck
Between being your friend and your booty call
I want to stop you
But like a drug I cant
It hurting me more to be this way
Then it will to leave
So why when I head for the door
You give me false hopes
By saying thing I can not resist
I am totally screwed when it comes too you
