Sadness

You think I'm happy but is it true??
i dwell myself so deep inside.
the past had never happened.
and the future will not come.

i live in a lonely and dark prison.
there is no one to take care of.
the fear is like my guard.
and nothing stops sadness from reaching me.

how can i break the barrier,
that has already shattered.
I'm just so sick about things,sick about life.
all i can think about is sadness which carriers
on my mind.