My Feelings For You

Ever have that feeling
That something ain't right
The feeling you get
Before a big fight

Your blood is pumping
You know its something
That you can't control, can't understand
Something that makes life...not-so-bland

Well thats what I feel for you
So tell me, what should I do
Is it love? Or is it lust?
You make the call, you make it just

We've done some things I can't explain
But I never thought it was just a game
I really love this relationship thing
But tell me, what do you think?

I know it can't be right
Those things we do at night
But I can't get you out of my head
Without you, my heart is like lead

Baby, I know it can't be
But, God, look what you've done to me
I love it, but hate it all the same
God, your love, your hugs, your kisses..they drive me insane!

I can't bear to sit here
And watch you act like you don't care
I want to say "I love him more"
But those words aren't there, aren't near

Trust me, I'm not in to this thing.
But on second thought, it makes me think
You know my body Oh so well!
And because of you, my heart swells

Because of you, I smile today
But tomorrow, the tears will sway
I can't decide what to do
So now, I'm turning to you

Baby, help me, tell me its okay
Don't let it go by another day
You are all I think about now
That, and why this happened, and how.

As I sit here and think about it
I have to wonder if its just bullsh!+
I have to think "Did it mean anything to you?"
"Or maybe, I was just another girl to do?"

I know you have feelings for me
Yeah, they're plain to see,
But, the question is, what
Am I? B!@ch? Sk@nk? Slu+?

No, I'm none of those to you
Please tell me that you didn't use me too
All I ask is to know your real feelings
Not some bullcrap, the real thing

Baby, can't you see that I
Of all people, I love you
Yeah, it sucks, makes me wanna, sometimes, cry
But thats the truth

Boy, just tell me, don't make me wait!
I don't know what to do,
I can't sleep so I think about you late
Late into the night, I think about you

Okay, so maybe we ain't perfect
But all humans have to have a defect
So don't lie to me and say
That I just need to turn away

Tell me. Do you love me? or not?
Tell me, yes, no, or maybe so
I have to know!
You can't lead me on like so!

So now, I say goodbye
Not forever, just until I...
Just until I gain control of my life
So goodbye baby, I love you, and goodnight.