USELESS HOPE

I HELD ON FOR AS LONG AS I COULD.BUT MY ARMS-MY ARMS WERE GETTING TIRED OF HOLDING ON TO THE ARMBAR.SO I DROPPED.I HELD MY BREATH FOR AS LONG AS I COULD.BUT MY LUNGS-MY LUNGS WERE DYING FOR AIR.SO I CAME UP.I RAN-I RAN AS FAR AS I COULD.BUT MY LEGS-MY LEGS WERE TREMBLING.SO THEY COLLAPSED.I LIVED-I LIVED AS LONG AS HE'D LET ME.BUT HE CAME.HE CAME AND TOOK ME AWAY FROM MY MISERY.SO I CRIED.I CRIED FOR BEING SO WEAK.FOR GIVING UP,PUTTING EFFORT,TRYING HARD,BUT NOT HARD ENOUGH.MY VOICE...MY VOICE WAS THE ONLY STRONG THING IN MY BODY.SO I SCREAMED-I SCREAMED AS HE TOOK ME AWAY... F*%K YOU WORLD!