Pleasure and Pain

He drives me across town,
looks for a place to park,
turns the headlights off,
and we walk into the dark,

far into the woods,
against the old oak tree,
I feel his warm embrace,
as he touches me,

deep beneath my clothes,
the tips of his fingers make me shiver,
telling him to stop,
but my requests he wont deliver,

deadly silence takes my soul,
as he takes my innocence,
hate takes over my body,
but the excitement makes no sense,

Is this what i wanted,
touching his heart so cold,
has he ever done this before,
soon these secrets will unfold,

he takes his body away from mine,
we stand in silence at the moment,
he takes my hand in his,
and we walk away from the enjoyment,

we pulled up to my house,
he pulls me back because he knew,
he smiles with lust in his eyes,
because he felt i wanted it too.