I Never Realized

by JUSTiNA   Jun 8, 2007


I loved you so much
I never wanted to let you go
We were always together
And so very close

We were even voted
For the best boyfriend and girlfriend
But soon it became sad
It was all about to end

You thought I liked someone else
Because your so called friends lied
You did not even believe me, your girlfriend
Not even how much I begged you and I cried

I saw you in school
Your eyes turned away
I was so heart broken
I didn't even know what to say

I stared at you in class
But you avoided my eyes
You wrote me a note that said
"I'm not with you anymore; I can't take the lies,"

How much I cried
That note was thoroughly soaked
And at that very moment
My heart completely broke

I want you in my life
Who is gonna sit next to me in lunch?
I don't want you gone
I just love you too much

Who is gonna kiss my lips
When I need love and compassion
I just can't believe this
No way could this happen

You pulled me aside
Right in the hallway
You said, "Could we be friends?"
I said, "No way!

"I love you too much,
Just to be friends,"
"Well I guess this is it," you said
"This is the end,"

Tears filled my eyes
There was a lot of pain and sorrow
What am I gonna do?
How am I going to survive tomorrow?

Don't you realize I love you?
More than you will ever know?
Why do you have to hurt me?
Why do you have to let me go?

Can you get over me that fast
Or you just never cared
Because for me this so hard
To live without you I can hardly bare

What am I gonna do with your picture
That is on my desk
Just throw it away?
And forget this whole mess?

It is harder than you think
I cannot even look at it
Because I know if I do
I'll start crying and get into a fit

How long is this going to take?
To heal my broken heart
I trusted you with it
And then you tore it apart

How am I going to live without you?
I wondered in my mind
I never knew I loved you so much
I never realized

***This is Justina. Some of u probably already read this poem from my old account but it got suspended so i made a new one and put it again. Plz comment and tell me wat u think...but i also think this poem is not getting the credit it deserves, so plz share ur opinions with me and i'll return the favor.
thanks!!!**

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  • 17 years ago

    by reborn

    Not sure how recent that is especially if u had a previous account. so might not matter what i'm gonna say but i think this guy in the end didn't care about u (at all)... for if u assured him u did no wrong n he saw the pain of losing him did to u he should have backed down from his decision if he did still care for u in that way, which i'm afraid he did not. the poem itself is really good so gonna give u a 5/5 well deserved.
    especially liked:
    "How much I cried
    That note was thoroughly soaked
    And at that very moment
    My heart completely broke "

    "Tears filled my eyes
    There was a lot of pain and sorrow
    What am I gonna do?
    How am I going to survive tomorrow?"

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