Untold Feelings

It's been about a year already,
And have you been thinking of the past?
If it wasn't for my foolishness,
We could have had something that would last.

I've liked you more than I ever thought possible,
And even now I am not able to stop.
The old feelings are beginning to resurface,
And seeing you smile makes my stomach flop.

But you're gone and over it all,
And I have the biggest feeling of despair.
You've unconsciously broken my heart,
And it's now broken beyond repair.

And I can't help but realize,
This is what you most likely were feeling.
It took you more than a few months,
And now your broken heart is healing.

But what about me?
I've been forgotten and thrown aside.
You no longer need me around,
My feelings I'm forced to hide.

Why go back to someone,
Who has once broken your heart?
I wouldn't go back to someone,
Who tore my feelings apart.

I'll go on living life secretly,
Hoping that one day you'll change your mind.
We'll once again find happiness in each other,
And true love is what we'll find.