Pain, A Constant Friend

Tears pouring down my face
Staring silently into space
Feeling that my entire life
Has turned out to be a waste

Each morning that arrives
Brings more untold pain
Feeling numb inside
Like I'm going insane

Smiling on the outside
Slowly dying within
Surely to feel this way
Must be some kind of sin?

Everything that's good in my life
Seems to always come to an end
Untold torment within my soul
Pain is my one constant friend