I hate you so much sometimes,
But I can't stop myself from loving you too.
Filled with anger one minute,
About ready to scream and shout.
The next minute filled with love,
Wanting nothing more than to be with you.
I know I deserve better than you,
The way you treated me and my feelings,
Left us hanging for too long
With no explanations, just silence.
I know hate is probably all I should feel for you,
But for some reason the love keeps creeping back.
Invading my mind, my heart,
Overriding my logic and my rationality
Until I'm blind to everything except you.
I don't want to feel this way,
I'm worth so much more than you,
And I know I should let you go and move on,
Find someone new, someone worth my love.
But I just can't.
Hating and loving you is all I seem capable of.
And the worst thing about it all?
You don't even hate or love me back...
