This is how my life will end,
My heart is broken,
No love could mend,
For the person I love,
Cant be here,
I cant get close,
Or ever be near,
Just to feel her touch,
Brush against my skin,
On those mornings,
After I had snuck in,
Lying in bed,
Staring at you,
Often I dreamed,
Of the things we could do,
The pleasure I got for being so close,
Being with the one,
That mattered the most,
But that is gone,
Gone for good,
I cant believe how much,
It would matter or could,
Have this affect on me,
Make me want to die,
The blades so sharp,
I cant help but cry,
The pills didnt work,
As I am still here,
Another attempt,
Before the end of the year,
I cant cut across,
Theres too much fear,
My hand does shake,
At the thought of blood,
Gushing from my veins,
A pool of blood,
The floor gone dark,
A very dark red,
I think to myself,
Wont be long now,
Till I am lying here dead.
