I wasn't worth saving,
So I don't know why you wasted your time.
Since misfortune is all I bring,
Save your breath I know what you're thinking.
I never meant for it to go this way,
You didn't have to go.
I should have overcame everything,
to make my feelings show.
Would you miss me,
If I let go?
Would you love me,
If I told you it ended a long time ago?
Your voice is all i want to hear,
before I got to sleep.
Your eyes I want to look into,
these memories I will keep.
What seems like yesterday,
was an eternity too long.
When you left home,
It's been hard for me to stay strong.
I want to tell you,
how much you mean to me.
I want to show you,
but then it would be three.
this love is like a triangle,
There is one person left out.
You have her, thats all you need,
This hatred makes me want to shout.
If only you knew,
How much you actually mean.
If only it was easy to say,
as if it were on screen.
You say it hurt most,
When I couldn't tell you how I felt,
I didn't want to see you hurt,
So i hid it all and watched you melt.
Now it's too late,
an eternity has gone by.
I wish that you had seen,
Every tear that I've cried.
That promise I had made,
oh so long ago,
I don't want it to be broken,
so my feelings I will not show.
I love how I will be in the mid of a break down
thinking bout my purpose of my life and if I even belong,
but the instant I hear your voice I remember and smile
because I know your here for me.
