Tear me open and let the secrets flow.
Flowing to wards the back of my past.
Can't help but just looking back,
Thinking of how stupid I was but how mature I've grown.
I've loved,
I hurt,
I gotten my heart broken
In the end,
I stand alone.
No one to talk to,
No one to hold me.
In a cold dark place I lay on.
Just curling to a little ball deep inside.
Waiting to die,
Waiting to cry all my pain away.
If I leave this world I would want to drown in the ocean.
Where the water Is always blue.
Where the light hits the water and me holding my last breath..
Reaching for the heavens
Till the end..
Where in the end it doesn't even matter..
