Through Closed Eyes

I just want to leave this place,
Sometimes I want to die.
Leave everything and everyone,
Without a single goodbye.

Endless thoughts run through my head,
Feelings I can't explain.
I'm driving myself crazy.
It's driving me insane.

I have a heart,
That's ripped to shreds.
I'm hanging on,
By fraying threads.

Beneath the surface,
Behind my smile;
Lies a mind,
That's in denial.

A pain that's stuck,
I want to hide.
I'm seeing the world,
Through closed eyes.