Goodbye

Goodbye to those i love
Goodbye to those who care
I'm sorry i have to go
it really isn't fair

Goodbye to mum and dad
parents who hated me
when i am dead
you might finally see
how much i wanted
to be loved by you
to earn your respect
something i couldn't do

Goodbye to my friends
who were hardly there
who just used me
and were never aware
they didn't know
all the things i kept inside
now its too late
i can no longer hide

Goodbye to those few
who i really did love
you were like a ray of hope
sent down from high above
Ill miss you the most
i really did care
thanks for trying to help
and just being there

Goodbye to my boyfriend
you'll never know
how my life was
how much the pain did grow
i know you tried
and I'm really glad
but you didn't understand
but don't worry, I'm not mad

I'm going to be happy
ill be an angel with wings
ill look down on you
and whisper comforting things
when you feel sad
and feel you cant go on
know in death I'm happier
on earth i didn't belong

I don't want anyone to cry
its not like ill be missed
within a few short weeks
you'll forget i even exist

So goodbye to all
I'm sorry i couldn't stay
don't be sad
just think of me and pray