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by Jermaine Jun 9, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Remembering when i first kissed your lips Intensified with so much magic I could never picture this Right by your side while holding your hand I felt like one of the worlds luckiest man But then the moment came when we both parted ways Not knowing when we'll see each other you only wished for me to stay Seperated by the distance we still kept in touch The more we spoke I was scared I might love you too much The impossible I made possible just to see you I worked my ass off just to be able to be with you When I finally saw you again I knew my love was true I felt so happy that you hypnotized me and i just couldnt move We shared some intimate moments together that I would never regret It was so special and so innocent that I would never forget My time was limited only hoping time would somehow freeze As I boarded the plane I broke down in tears and soon fell onto my knees Its been months since the last time we saw each other I had made plans to stay with you throughout the whole summer Throughout the summer I treated you like a princess When walking in the streets people knew that we were in love in an instance We parted ways again but this time i didnt cry Because I was sure to see you again and happy that you were mine Our year anniversary came and happy i was seeing you next to me That day was so incredible that after that day i knew we were meant to be You left and I stayed alone like its always been But I fought so the love wouldnt die I was determined Months had passed and I still havent seen my girl I felt traped and miserable like being sucked in the soil of the world When schedueld to see you my plan backfired At that moment I felt like one of us was soon to grow tired Unexpectidly the tired one was me I was so anxious to see you but grew mad and started to treat you mean I wanted to stop I just couldnt I began to say things that I knew I shouldnt Thinking this whole time I was the one that was strong You still held on so you proved me wrong This war kept on for many months Until one day you announced you had enough Scared I became realizing that I was losing you I promised that I would stop and show that I love you After that day I did anything to gain your love back Hoping the love would be gained your love for me began to subtract One day we spoke and got in a fight So we didnt speak for seven days and seven nights When we spoke again you said you had a special friend Our love crashed and died and I knew that was the end After a while you announced that you fell in love and you moved on And Im living life and waiting for a special someone to pick me up from the dirt