You will always be my dad
And that makes me sad
You've never been there for me
Anyone can see
Your supposed to be someone I look up to
But I'd rather look up to Winnie the Pooh
When I was little I wanted to be a basketball star
That dream didn't go very far
You were my hero
But now you just amount to zero
I was always daddy's little girl
And my sister was your little squirrel
I loved you so much
But now we can't even keep in touch
You always would leave
I would just cry and wipe my tears on my sleeve
Coming home and you weren't there
That was hard for me to bear
You meant the world to me
Even though it might have been hard to see
Now your locked up again
I don't even know where to begin
Now i have all this hate
I just wish we could start with a clean slate
I have so much anger
That now I'm supposed to tell my feelings to a stranger
I need help to forgive you
You just have no clue
Hard for me to look at your face
And not want to run away to another place
I always act out
And I always want to shout
I just get so mad
Then act bad
I'm hurting people I love
And giving them a shove
All because of your dumb a**
I can't even think in class
Everywhere I go bad memories come back
Even when I'm loading a paper sack
Because of you I feel like a no one
Maybe you should have had a son
Now my sister has no dad
And that makes me really mad
She deserves the best
Even when she's at rest
I know all of this is my fault
I'll probably get locked up for assault
People tell me to just get over it
But they just don't understand all this s***
It's not something I can get over
Like running over the grass with a lawn mower
You've hurt me more than anyone
That I just want to run
You won't walk me down the aisle
Because of your bad file
You might think I hate you
And mostly thats true
But I will always have love for you
For you bought me my first shoe
You gave me life
Even though you stabbed me in the back with a knife
