No longer miserable.

The sound of the alarm buzzing doesn't wake her up.
It's the sound of absolutely nothing.
Her fear is to be left alone.
All alone with her sharp piercing friend.
That knifes blade is so sharp and warm.
Oh how perfect the cut is.
A straight line of blood.
A day later, its corrupted by the scab.
Not bleeding oh how unhappy she is.
So without reason she takes the knife and simply slides it across her wrist.
The blood flows so gently, so satisfying.
The day before she dies, dark red blood is all that she wants to see.
It's so beautiful so soothing.
The more pain the better.
Maybe just a bit deeper to see more blood.
Maybe it might just last longer, more than a day.
It does such a beautiful sight.
This time lets hit a vein she wants it all to be released.
Like a trapped animal in a cage.
She wants to set this beautiful sight free.
She takes the knife and sharpens it a bit.
The blade shines, just waiting for the kill.
She wants to die slowly with all of the pain.
The knife held down, pushed gently into the blood filled vein.
Ah death is coming.
Slowly creeping in.
Her mother walks in sees all the blood.
Ha she's squirming now.
But how.
She never cared, why should she now.
"Ha mom I'm dying, yes its all of your fault."
The blood its flowing slowly out of her body.
Her voice fades.
Her body goes cold.
Her veins finally run dry.
It's all over now.
She can no longer hurt herself.
She passes in front of God.
He sends her straight to hell.
"I don't think the pain was really worth it.
Now I'm burning, I guess the devil really controls me now.
I wish I wasn't here.
I wish I just had one more chance."
She wakes up to her alarm clock.
Its buzzing off as usual.
Now she has changed her life around.
She is no longer miserable.