I'm Through

I'm through trying to love you,
all you ever do is make and break promises
I can't play your mental games anymore
You can count on me leaving for sure

It's harder than you think for me to walk away
But I'm sick of crying everyday
And watching you not care
You don't leave bruises, there are no marks
Because the abuse you give is aimed at my heart

I'm through trying to trust,
you're always ending up in compromisable situations
And I don't like being so jealous
But because of you I can't help it

I would never do the things you've done to me,
because honestly - you're my everything
The one I want, the air that I breathe
You happen to be the only damn thing I need

I don't know how I'm going to let go
But I just can't be weak anymore
So don't speak. Please don't touch me.
Just leave... leave me alone... just leave
This love isn't worth the pain I bleed,
I need to look out for me.

I'm through trying to love you
Because I can't breathe,
you're strangling me
and that's all you ever do.