These tears are my unspoken fears
They represent the hurt I've hid for years
I'm so lost in love, that I can't see the surface
I've been slowly drowning... and you never noticed
Your kiss tastes like acid, raining on my lips
And your hands leave traces,
of poison on my hips
All the while I'm trying to tell myself,
that all my crying is worth it
But you don't know this...
It's been storming inside my heart
Since you moved into my life and tore it all apart
I tell myself over and over again, that you love me
That we're happy.
But the truth is that my feelings for you aren't healthy.
God, the truth hurts so bad,
it feels like my soul is bleeding
And if I go without your venomous touch,
my heart stops beating.
I don't know how to just let you go,
this twisted way of living is all that I know
My attachment runs deeper than you think
Your my personal pile of quick sand,
to stand in and sink.
Sometimes I wish I could pull myself out,
other times I only want to keep falling.
