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by Nina Mendoza Jun 10, 2007 category : Love, romance / lasting love
The smile on my face, is often fake. A real smile from me, only Nick can make.I lost it all, i gave up on true love. Id bet anything, that he was sent from up above. I got mad, now he's gone. All because i lost my temper, there's no way i can go on. He was all that i had, and i made a mistake. I hope he can forgive me, or is it too late? I have nothing to live for, maybe in better off dead. I was being stupid, by saying what i said. I loved Nick with all my heart, and i still do. All i can hope for, is that he feels that way too. Now that its over, all i think about is Nick. I get so mad, because it ended so quick. I think of all our memories, all the times we had. It was always fun, the good and the bad. I still cant believe, how much I'm letting go. I love him so much, i really hope he knows. I hate my life, now that Nicks not in it. I love him with all my heart, every little bit of it. I want to end my life, i have no reason to be alive. Its funny because, I'm dying before i can drive. So this is it, its about that time. I will end it all, by cutting one last time. I cut real deep, the blood comes out fast. I start to feel dizzy, as a couple minutes pass. As I'm slowly dying, i pick up the phone. I dial Nicks number, it says calling Nicks home. The phone keeps ringing, then he finally picks up. I told him i loved him, then i hung up. Ten minutes go by, as Nick races to my door. He sees me laying in blood, as auntie comes home from the store. auntie walks up to him, as Nicks crying at his knees. She tries to open the door, as she struggles with her keys. The door finally opens, Nick runs and picks me up. He knows in dead, but he wont give up. He looked at auntie, with tears in his eyes. He said those wonderful words, "true love never dies". He took my knife, and stabbed at his heart. Then he told auntie, "now we'll never be apart".