So confused

You know those days when you're confused
Don't know what do to don't know what to say?

Not quite that he doesn't love you or that you've been used
But when you think he may have done something, that week or that day

Something he promised he would never lie about and never do
You hope he isn't cause you told him you'd break it off

I don't want him back to his old drug ways..would you?
I've been lied to too many times, even though i love him, enough is enough

Don't want to confront him in case I'm wrong
but i also don't want to be right

I just don't want to feel like I'm being strung along
Don't really want this to lead to a fight

I don't want to feel distant like i have these past few days
cause he's been acting different not like him at all

Just really hope he isn't gone back to his old ways
I want to stay happy and stand tall, don't want to fall

Guess I'll have to wait it out till i talk to him again
Wait to see his answer and hope he isn't lying

Hope he ain't on it and wont lie so i don't go threw pain
Cross my fingers that he isn't so I'm not left crying